I'm sorry if you are offended. I was just trying to clarify. You stated in your first sentence,"This is my 1st psy/T/pdoc ever and had 1 session so far." But that is why I asked if it was your first session; it was a bit unclear in your post. You also stated it was too much chemistry for you, and I just offered ideas on options, such as perhaps seeing a few other therapists to see if you can find one that can help without that intensity which you seem to be saying feels a bit much for you.
I'm not sure why you think I have a "beef with you." I don't think I've ever interacted with you before. I will not again since I have apparently upset you.