Cognitive Behavioral Therapy can be done, to a point, on your own. The therapist is there to help you stay on track. I think Sky has a list of CBT stuff in one of the forums here.
But essentially, it is repeating affirmations to yourself, recognizing when you start spiralling into that bad place.
When I first started, I combined my CBT at home with copious amounts of really heavy yard work. I was literally hacking ivy and blackberry vines with a machete, repeating over and over to myself to stop thinking about the bad things, telling myself, to the rhythm of my hacks that I was strong, I could do this, I was in control.
I know... it sounds completely insane. I can only imagine what my neighbors thought! A machete, Linkin Park on my stereo, and the occasional tantrum.
But slowly, I gained more control over my thoughts.
I must sheepishly add now that my pdoc eventually put me on Xanax XR to make me stop overworking.
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Lord, help me be the person my psychiatrist medicates me to be...
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