I'm gonna see about getting a part time job tomorrow. I'll also phone my therapist to make an appointment. Not sure what to talk about.. Mostly my moms cancer and getting a job, clarify that I'm not doubting schizophrenia but did for a second cuz I want badly to be better and not have it etc...

My dad is going back to Mexico to work. I might be going with my sister soon and possibly my mom to come visit him in Mexico - If not, in the Spring.

I have a lot of things to do but not much on my mind. I'm not emotional or angry over anything and I'd prefer to be.