Jazz, I'm hearing a lot of bad decisions by a lot of people. It's good that you're owning up to your part in this. It's not a judgement, it's just that you're going to have trouble getting what you want without admitting your own shortcomings.

So how to prove you've changed and get into a good relationship? Well, practice. Wait for a nice guy you feel like you can trust and date him. Try holding off on sex until there's more intimacy between you. And most of all, don't cheat on him.

Then when that relationship fails (as most of them do), don't take revenge, be mature about it, and move on. Meet another nice guy, build some trust, and do your best.

One day, it might just work out.

Cyran0