Little turtle I am in danger of dying.

I had an Indian boyfriend before the PC one. He is an anti-social... into all kinds of crimes like drug trafficking and others... he is threatening to kill me. He is friends with the local police and politicians. So seeking out help is not an option.

I had told him about my PC boyfriend when I didn't know yet about his real identity. He is immensely jealous that a woman he rejected can live a better life with a US citizen.

So if I suddenly disappear it may mean that I am dead. I'm savoring every moment I spend with you all at PC and with my cat. You're all I have got. My parents don't like me, my Mom is too wrapped up in her male friend who hates me(she got me locked in psych hospitals twice bc he told her to) and my Dad is a pervert.

So that's how it is...