Not to T i don't.
I don't really fully understand because feelings are kind of forbidden and some will get eraced by the system.
It is odd that this conversation is happening now - mine just told me last night that she'll be gone the week after next.
My mind went blank and was ringing. I didn't hear the date properly, so i have to verify with her. She's new for me... but we've been "separated" due to schedule conflicts. she knows that with the separation comes SI. The system really hasn't acted in 3 weeks.... well, minorly, but those don't count. tonight the kids in the system were crying about the upcoming vacation because they know things fall apart then and the SI picks up. I tried to find out if that was fear of the SI or anger at the self or something else, but i was shut out and the emotion stopped. So now i am just blank.
T, though knows how hard it is - she saw me through my MDs 3 week vacation out of the country. So she told me in advacne, and is making sure i know "we" are connected. She wants me to continue to email her while she's gone and she hopes to learn how to get email access away from home/office (I have to appreciate the lengths she is going through just for me!!) so she can respond so i know the connection and relationship are right there. I think she also said she may call and check in.

The frunt face was put forward then so we didn't show no emotion -she can't know hao hard it is to us in here. the blnak woen got put out and llookd like it didn't matter. t also told us that the MD was back and we just put the blank one out like "so"? even tho we're glad to know it.