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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster
Has anyone ever just woken up one day and realized that it's somehow been some inordinate length of time since you last had any shred of lucidity and you do not even have any idea what your life is like anymore or who the hell you are?
I am lost. A lot happened. I do not expect anyone to take me seriously or believe a word I say. I am resigned to and have accepted the fact that unless I start over entirely at this point, I do not have a chance in hell of being seen as anything but completely evil.
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Luckily I’ve only had a month of that kind of loss...like why did I think/do that so it didn’t impact my life in a major way in that I still had my job and people around me. But I changed enough with psychosis that I had to redefine who I was, what I liked and valued.
I did some bad things like trying to claim a friend had raped me because I thought he was the devil.. I believed it to be true but it was still horrible.
Anyway I’m sorry this has happened to you, we’ve missed you here in roll call.