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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
I can't build a destiny by myself. I need people. Like friends.. to show me the way..
I can't do it all by myself. Everything has already been done.. mathematically.. mathematically is how my brain works..
Help poor mathematician.. I've always found math so boring.. Even though I was good at it.. So I turn to the creative side..
Newtus and I are switching our brains..
I don't know what to do at this point.. there's so much to do.. Do I leave a mess and let go? I want to organize the mess.. I look at the big picture as a puzzle.. I can't isolate everything and move from place to place when I'm bored..
I can't choose.. My parents said I would be an engineer.. What now??
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Interesting you mentioned the math bit. I was just thinking about something related to this very thing. I have always conceptualized my mind as if it were made of mathematical equations, and I love math.
I was wondering off-handedly a bit ago, what if my schizophrenia is one huge set of mathematical equations? Theoretically, I could figure out what those equations are and well, solve them. I also believe there is one huge equation that links the rest together. The Schizophrenia Equation, as it were. If I find that one and figure out how to solve it, I win.