Blah.. Every evening has been hard now for a week..
its getting frustrating tonight every time i tried to feed him he just screamed and screamed.. I Finally gave up trying and just let him go to sleep..
but I feel so bad when he screams I feel like the worst mom the world.. especially when im trying to feed him it feels like theres something wrong with my milk thats driving him nuts..

Ive been told thats not true though or possible.. its so tempting to try a bottle of formula but I was told NOT to do that unless medically necessary as itll make my supply drop if hes not nursing..

I feel guilty for even having a can of formula in the cupboard even though its only a sample can for emergencies..

I know I DONT want him on formula as there is all kinds of risks and downfals with formula i just wish I wasnt having such a hard time.. it feels like things keep getting thrown at me as reasons to give him formula when I DONT want to do that.. i mean, its been proven a hundred times over that BM is way better and formula causes problems.

My aunt whose a nurse said that almost all babies have this evening fussies between six and eight weeks.. but it still scares me and makes me feel so sad I just hate to see tears in his eyes, it makes me feel awful.