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Old Nov 19, 2019, 03:50 AM
joyallen joyallen is offline
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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster View Post
Has anyone ever just woken up one day and realized that it's somehow been some inordinate length of time since you last had any shred of lucidity and you do not even have any idea what your life is like anymore or who the hell you are?

I am lost. A lot happened. I do not expect anyone to take me seriously or believe a word I say. I am resigned to and have accepted the fact that unless I start over entirely at this point, I do not have a chance in hell of being seen as anything but completely evil.


Dear One, you are focusing way to much on who you think you should be, and way to much on what you think your life is suppose to be like. What you should be focusing on right now - - is this precise - - precise - - precise - - moment - - not how other people perceive your life. Bring your attention to what you absolutely can control in this moment- - in this moment- - in this moment. Try “Instead of working on changing what people think of you - - I am going to work on mastering my mind moment by moment. I will practice non-resistance. I will imagine one day being free from this dynamic. I will imagine feeling confident. That you are exactly where, what and who you are supposed to be at this precise, exact moment. There are no mistakes in the universe. We are all parts of the universe.