Well, my Amazon got hacked into, even with two factor login, and furthermore, with a long, cryptic password. Their weak link in the chain, so to speak, is they send the authentication number to your email when changing the password. All normal logins has the number sent to your phone, which is more secure. So I spent part of this evening changing my password on a dozen critical accounts, including all my email accounts.


I have been meeting this lady to talk, for something to do. She has BP I. She has endured sexual trauma, and other significant traumas. Her family generally either ignores her, or treats her poorly, none wanting to understand her illness. She has been hospitalized, and in trouble with the law. Recently, she had been arrested, court ordered for a stay in the psych ward, a court assigned pdoc, and cannot leave the county without permission. She frequently stops her meds thinking that she has been cured. Being *seven* times homeless while manic, I would think that she would of learned something from these situations. I am not interested in a romantic relationship with her, but she is. I just do not need the drama. She is a good and giving person. She is just very mixed up, and as such, with very poor judgement. Not entirely stable. I wish her well. She is calling me at least once a day, or more. She is in a very needy state of mind. I soon need to talk to her about this, just having us as friends.


Everyone in my family is OK. My stepson could not fix my car, so he is sending me to a mechanic which will cost me money that I do not have. I am getting financially desperate. I may become an Uber driver. This does not sit well with me. I may also apply to Walmart, Walgreens, and Amazon. They may not turn me down like all the other businesses have. During the night, my large dog flops down on top of me, and goes to sleep. This feels like a massive weighted blanket. I cannot get her to move. So I have to work my way from underneath her, and then she will listen to me and jump off of the bed. What makes this worse is that I am already under 30 lbs of weighted blankets! LOL


...and life goes on.


PS I just spent $500 on needless headphones and an audio amplifier. Why oh why do I do this to myself???