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Old Nov 19, 2019, 12:41 PM
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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster View Post
Interesting you mentioned the math bit. I was just thinking about something related to this very thing. I have always conceptualized my mind as if it were made of mathematical equations, and I love math.

I was wondering off-handedly a bit ago, what if my schizophrenia is one huge set of mathematical equations? Theoretically, I could figure out what those equations are and well, solve them. I also believe there is one huge equation that links the rest together. The Schizophrenia Equation, as it were. If I find that one and figure out how to solve it, I win.
I was talking with my little sister about this (She wants to be a psych nurse or counsellor). She's never been really good at math but she was explaining that my mind (Mathematic type) sees ONE solution or answer to certain things.. And when you're doing an English essay or questions, you can say whatever you want because there's many answers.. So like.. Brains that are good at math (Like John Nash) end up having schizophrenia idk.. Logical INTP personality type..

Cuz I went on an INTP forum and they complain about negative symptoms a lot.. It's a "Logician" personality type. I only got my personality and sanity back after I did psychedelics which is weird because they seems to cause psychosis in most people and definitely did in me. I can't explain much of it idk..

But this is all theory because anyone can get schizophrenia. I do believe that schizophrenia is a set of mathematical equations which is why the right therapy should work instead of just draining the brain of dopamine and serotonin with antipsychotics..
Thanks for this!
Atypical_Disaster, SlumberKitty