Thinking of you.

Stefano, the details may be torturing you right now. But it won't always be the case.

I lost someone I Ioved (but was no longer with) in that way, and I never found out how it unfolded. The euphemism 'the drink and depression just got too much' was used, and that seemed an elegant way of putting it.

I was absolutely heartbtoken. Dropped my phone and fell to my knees when I heard the news.

I've upset myself a bit!

Well, that's just the way it is. And a tribute to him, in a way.

Hang in there, friend.