My session with T went decent today. I said in a nice way I didn’t want to come but I didn’t want to be charged a lot of money. She didn’t really say much except she indicated that I would have been charged for missing the session. She mentioned possible selective mutism and that the wires are making me so physically uncomfortable because of my autism. I was really sleep deprived so I probably said some goofy stuff. She was sitting cross legged on her office chair and now I’m wondering how she actually did that. I don’t make eye contact with her that much so I wasn’t paying attention.