First of all, I am very sorry about your mother. I know things were not going well for her the last time I was around here with any consistency.

I have been my usual state of continuously psychotic, though thankfully I have not been in any serious crises since early 2017. I most certainly am without a doubt insane, but not in any way that endangers myself or anyone else. One of my many unfortunate troubles has been that notorious, pervasive, and profound lack of insight that schizophrenia is infamous for ... hence my absence.

I do hope you are doing as well as can be reasonably expected, given your circumstances.