T and i had really nice sessions this week. On tuesday she told me at the end that she really enjoyed talking to me because she felt we connected

tonight i was excited to go see her. not excited like i usually am, which is like anxious/nervous, i was excited like you would be if you were going to see a friend at their house. Our whole session i felt like i was talking to a friend. In the beginning she opened a bottle of water and smelled it. then she looks at me and says, "do you ever smell water?" i gave her a weird look and was like "nooo" haha. then she went on to explain why she smells water every time. it was so cute.

i dont know if you remember but she had said that shes making me this box and shes going to put stuff in it as my "transitional objects" I've seen the box sitting on her desk and it hasnt moved. I'm afraid to ask her about it, but i really feel like i need it before she goes on vacation next week. But im so afraid to bring it up because she doesnt HAVE to do that for me, she just is because shes the nicest, lovliest, therapist of them all. okay, to me she is. should i ask her about it? what should i do?

it felt so nice to see her tonight. like i said i just felt like i was visiting a friend. but the only difference was..... i got kicked out after an hour.

i miss her...