Thank you for your reply. Im glad that you are still here to tell your story. I do try to give my do as much attention as I can. Im trying to get through what call my life. I like the mantra you use. That is a good one I am sure I heard my parents say that but my growing up wasn't the greatest I could've used more love and encouragement instead of a sharp tongue well some physical abuse. I spent 6 years in foster care to be adopted. I needed more love after being taken from neglectful parents to homes I didn't know very well. Then get adopted to get necessities but needed more emotional love.