Almeda,

Ohhhh I really have been where you are. I have felt the emotional fragility of a rupture so much so that the fear of another is always in the back of my mind.

Just a thought---T did say out loud that you prefer your 7pm time slot, so can you try to hold onto the fact that he did remember that you "like" this time slot? I notice that he said like and you said need. So, I was thinking that maybe you could entertain a conversation surrounding your need for a consistent time.

I have found that even if I told T something before, sometimes he hears me the second or third time rather than the first. I am also noticing that is neither a good or bad thing but points out my need to keep trying on those issues that are important to me.

Peace