I really hope he responds LT.

Nothing from my T. I've hardly been able to stop crying. I think she's decided not to reply and the hurt is beyond awful. I just can't understand it. Maybe she felt there was literally nothing she could respond to via text and wants to keep it for session but if so that changes everything - it's a massive deal, and much more so if she couldn't foresee that. Just an acknowledgement would have been okay. I'll never be able to text her again after this. I'll never take the risk. It's like everything has gone. I'm just hoping to see she has been online so that I know presumably she's okay.

I'm trying to do stuff but finding it really hard to cope. I wasn't good anyway but far worse now. I wish I'd never text her. The pain is just unbearable now.