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Old Nov 20, 2019, 12:56 PM
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Originally Posted by Desoxyn View Post
It sucks when it has to do with the heart.. "Hyperawarenss of the heart syndrome". I had it bad and was talking about my heart in every post on here when there is absolutely nothing wrong with my heart. I was put on a beta blocker to slow it down to 75bpm because I didn't like a resting heart rate of 90bpm. It's all insanity.. It's like the worst thing that has ever happened to me.

I got a EKG about 20 times because I'd go to the ER and say "Check my heart" and they'd say "You're just having a panic attack" but they'd check it anyways and it'd be completely fine. I think it's because my mom has several heart conditions and I got paranoid.
I used to be obsessed with my heart as well, I'd constantly be checking my pulse and having panic attacks over it, I still do that sometimes, but nowhere near as much now that I'm taking Inderal and having less anxiety
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