I’m am suffering my headaches a lot these past few days, but they have been manageable. This new job training isn’t terrible, but I have reservations about all of this though. It’s not about the content but the way it’s conducted. There is a lot of things going on that are supposed to be very serious violations that could potentially lead to separation from the company. I just need to get over it. Their performance and risky behavior (including the trainer) aren’t really my concern. The actual content is self-paced and module based and the instructor is more or less a facilitator, that’s it. I am acing my assessments and I’m learning. I’m just grateful I have a job. I should be grateful they allowed me to switch departments. I should be grateful that this new department doesn’t have quotas to meet or pushing sales. I get to feel comfortable and be more myself. I should be grateful, so I will be. I won’t complain anymore. [and just to be clear – I won’t report the issues I have. I’ve done enough messing up flow. Someone else can do it if they wish, but in the end. I am in charge of my learning and damnit, I’m doing it one way or the other. Their performance don’t affect mine.]

That’s about it. I’m doing alright outside of that. Good news is first paycheck is Friday ! haha. That’s all I got for ya.