Here I am listening to music with my new stereo setup.. I am listening to Enya. I have been killing time. When I think of doing my tasks today, a paralysis sets in. It then takes effort to move forward, me being "stuck in the mud". I have just started to work on this today with my pdoc. He thinks I have ADD,, with evidence starting in grade school. This can explain allot. I am waiting for money to come, but I have no idea that it will. It is either this, or working for Uber.