You've been very courageous and determined for a very long time now. It's a very tough, challenging life you are living. Some of us meet the challenge very well, until we've been worn down, which may take a lot, yet can happen.


It's incredibly disheartening, I know.


When I am tired, disheartened, feeling like it's all pain, I try to live just hour by hour or day to day. Sometimes this gives me time to feel better, time to recharge.


You have every reason to feel defeated.. You are in so much pain, on all levels, that I do worry about you.


It can help just to be able to say how disheartening life has become.


I am someone who truly knows what you are experiencing/talking about. I have no words , in all honesty. You have to decide what you can take. Maybe just try to decide hourly, allowing yourself some time to regroup and /or to make very sound decisions.


I know much of your stress is situational. Situational stressors can lead us into depression. if you are experiencing depression, too, is there something helpful for this?


We can always quit. Therefore, there is no reason to rush into doing so. It can be helpful to write down the reasons for living.


Let's have a chat?


I know R is there for you. Me, too.


With Lots of Love and Admiration