Just when I thought things were good. I busy my butt at this new job. But I was told without a car I'm useless. I'm in techsupport and my credit and finances are less than desireable. This job is good but because I'm a contractor and another firm wants the bid I'm on the chopping block. I just didn't even feel like coming to work today and I'm here.

I want to move out of Chicago and always have but my husband told me yesterday that if I move its alone even though he loves me. Ive had been offered by mom to move with her and clear up debt. I want to go

I'm screwed again. No need to reply. Right now I don't feel worth it. Don't understand why I can't keep just a little good in my life.

Colleen