I have an unfortunate ability, to the point of people who are aware of it calling it a superpower, to argue in an extremely convincing and persuasive manner as I am ruthlessly logical and analytical to a damn fault ... and as a result I have convinced an alarming amount of people that my psychoses are 100% true ... including two therapists and one psychiatrist, and yes they all damn well knew I have schizophrenia. Of course they did, they were supposed to be treating me for it, this is what I am talking about when I go on my rants about utter incompetence from these so-called "professionals". I have the records from all three of those individuals that shows it in writing that they 100% believed that my psychoses, particularly my delusions, were 100% factual and based in "consensus reality" and instead wrote off what was actually going on in my life as what was somehow "psychosis" when I can also prove that my life circumstances at the time were indeed my life circumstances (I keep extensive records of my life for a reason, I am used to having to prove that things actually did occur as a diagnosis of schizophrenia means I have zero credibility without being able to show quite a significant amount of evidence). I was stunned many years later when I was going through my records because I, as per usual, had no idea that I was psychotic in the first place during those time periods and it took me several years to realize that those psychoses were, in fact, psychoses ...


Edited to add: People that were/are close to me and you know, not those three insufferably sanctimonious supercilious "professionals" damn well knew I was psychotic, in case anyone is wondering. It was blatant to people who knew me extremely well, but this is what my schizophrenia does ... people who are not wise to its utter evil and/or have egos that are too invested in never accepting the possibility that they are most definitely human and are thus fallible will learn that lesson the hard way if they are around me and my schizophrenia for too long.