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Nov 22, 2019, 06:52 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by cashart10
.... start wanting to take showers, many many long showers. I get too obsessed with someone, famous or not, and get incredibly attached to usually one song. I stop wanting to eat and drink TONS of water. I dance and sing a lot. My house gets very clean and organized and I get irritated if that is interrupted. I am a little *****y if messed with sometimes. Oftentimes though, I still don’t notice before my husband. He even says he can spot mania “in my eyes”.
Depression... like I said sleeping, but also uncontrollable crying and hopelessness and often quickly sui thinking.
I usually become psychotic pretty quickly if I pass hypomania or mild depression.
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Yeah, we talked about the water thing. Being in it, drinking it. I already washed my hair today, but I would like to wash it again, then cut it and wash it after that.
The song fixation...me, too. My neighbor has been blasting his TV, so loud it sounds like it's in my apartment. It sounds like The Wall, with the TV people mumbling as Pink goes crazy. But then I kind of got into it (the music, I mean).
I was full-on psychotic this morning; passed the mild-moderate into just crazy. Pdoc amped up Lamictal & Zyprexa. I'm calmer, though still creeped out about some stuff. Someone was on the roof fixing something and has left this awful-looking plastic-covered wire hanging right in front of my window, which I'm taking as a sign (hanging) and I'm absolutely ready to scream. But now I feel resentful that the meds have calmed down my energy level so I'll be too slow and some stuff could happen (demons catching me). UGH. This is so exhausting.
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