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So some kind of episode has been escalating, I was way out there on Thursday. Friday came and paranoia got bad. I had started out depressed, then got manic and so on. Mixed state was what it eventually came to be, I think. Called Dr. W., who was, thankfully, in one of her chipper moods. She increased Lamictal to 400mg, increased Zyprexa to 10mg. I slept hard and awoke feeling fairly calmer, thoughts more cohesive.
But this is the thing. Since yesterday there seems to be a man standing about 3 feet in back of me. He's tall with short, dark hair. Absolutely no one I recognize. Last night I kept looking back. Nothing. But then as soon as I turned around, there he was again, right behind me.
He's still there now. Standing there and staring straight ahead. It's creepy, yes, but it's annoying. I'm flat broke today, so no where to go to distract my mind and damned gas is at 4$ per gallon. Anyway, he'll just follow me wherever I go.
Has anyone had an experience like this? If so, what did you do?
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