About a week ago I went to the hospital. I had sever chest pain and when they asked me in the ambulance if i am suffering from Anxity I said no.I dont want to admit it that I have Anxity. I dont like to even think about even having a disorder like that. I dont want to accept it. I had anxity before and its not a good feeling at all. When they ran test in the hospital they said I was suffering from Anxity and with my left arm hurting they said I was being to aggrivated. I'm not depressed. I dont want to be and sure dont have the time to go back into my depressive mood. Yes, at time my mood does change. Sometimes i'm happy somtimes I"m Not. But that does not mean I'm depressed. All I know is i'm not the same person I use to be anymore. I know people change but this isn't me. My views in life have changed competely, My view's in my parents have changed competely ( and when that happens) I ususally push them away especially my mom. I dont want my husband knowing i have problems so what do I do. I avoid all the problems in my life. I dont communicate with my folks. The only main person I communicate is with my husband because i'm more comfortable around him but I dont open up about personal stuff that arises in my life. Not only this and now these dreams. Really can my life get any depressing then this?