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Old Nov 23, 2019, 06:36 PM
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Originally Posted by Scooter9 View Post
It's my mother's 75th birthday and we're having a big party for her. We've invited her friends too.

I'm seeing my pdoc in av few days and all I can think about is how to answer her when she asks how I'm feeling... If I'm satisfied with how I feel now.

I'm not sleeping well so that's a problem. But I'm also not hypomanic. And I feel ok and not ok at the same time. But I feel better in several ways even though not better in other ways.

So am I satisfied? Partially, as is always the case. But can I live with things the way they are? Is it possible to do better than this? Tough questions.

I slept for 4 hours last night. I got up and worked on the book and a new article.
The party sounds like fun!

I feel very simialrly when it's time to meet with my pdoc.
so i find myself wondering, even asking her when she asks: : Am I happy now? Well, what can I have? If this is all i can have, I'll try to adjust. if i can have more, bring it on!!!

i wish you could sleep more. I need to get off of Seroquel., which I have been taking at night. I am going back to again try those herbal sleep patches.

i hope you, your mom and friends and family have a great time!
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