Hi WantPeaceofMind, welcome to PC. If you want to find your posts and threads just go to your home page and click on statistics. You will be able to see what you wrote that way. I was struggling so badly when I joined PC that I had to check my statistics every morning when I signed in PC.

I suffer from ptsd myself so I can relate to some of the symptoms you are describing.

What antidepressant are you taking?