im afraid to post anymore....
*sigh*
i dont want to be a dissapointment to everyone who tried so hard to get me here to this moment.....
so maybe i should just stop posting?
but *sigh* i stay,
i have meds.... zyprexa...
theyre wearing off a bit at the moment..... they made me feel so sick. and at this very moment i ask myself, ...do i need to take another pill? i am getting a little suspicious.... and bummed...
this is my roller coaster.....and a few of you have hopped on for a ride, ... it never stops though... so you may want to get off while you still can.
i know it takes a lot of energy to support me... so if its too much, please just spare yourself the trouble...
i fear i may be un helpable... but then, i know this is the illness talking and that i should go take my meds... but i dont want to be sick.......
i guess i dont know what im tryin to say...
by the way, zyprexa works great for getting rid of psychosis.....
i just dont even know where to go from here.
not looking for replies, just expressing myself