When you hurt so much inside that you can't even concentrate on the small beauties of this world, enjoy the sun coming up in the morning, see the stars dancing in the night, hear the laughter of a child, when the hurt takes your whole universe, you dont want anybody else to ever feel like this. It is too awful!

So what if my next step is going to cause this awful pain to another person. Do I take it to stop my pain or do I don't?

This is so very confusing.

nightdream