Thanks everyone so much for the responses, it means a lot! He has been acting the same as usual today, if not a little nicer, offering to take me out to a movie and going along with what I’ve wanted to do all day. He has stood by what he said which really hurts, but I’m trying to forget it. To those that asked if this is the first time he’s said hurtful things, it’s not. He’s called me worthless, a child, a pain in the ***, and a number of other things in the past, but he’s always apologized for it shortly after so that has been the difference so far. It’s hard feeling like it doesn’t matter if I’m around or not, especially because I have dealt with suicidal thoughts in the past and this has brought that back up. I’m trying to go back to normal though. Thanks everyone for the advice, I will continue to update.
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