Very cool replies @ AD. I didn't mean for anyone else here to get it because that's kinda bad.. I tell people that demons don't exist for the sake of sanity but you all insist.. Remember, they don't exist too.. idk..


Many people tell me they like how my brain works and it's flattering but I want to be known for something as proof like what Day Tripper is doing.. We all do.. I think it's a human type of thing.. I personally think everyone is interesting.. We all share the same gravity, our parents are gonna die, most of us have to work.. etc..


I have a friend that is very depressed and smokes weed, listens to heavy metal, doesn't clean his room and he likes me cuz I tell him all these great things and he's only starting to realize now that he doesn't have to live the way that he's living.. People judge him but I don't. A lot of people judge when they don't understand like "the soldiers" did to me. I used to sleep all the time and do nothing and no one said anything but now that I'm out of it and trying to build my life, people criticise.. Sometimes I feel like I'm better of laying in bed..


A friend on Facebook from Ireland contacted me yesterday and said he likes my mind and I'm intelligent cuz of my posts "It all makes sense".. Funny stuff. Two days ago my dad was like "You should write a book I like the way you write but don't post personal stuff on facebook". I love my dad. He's like a shaman to me. Tells me I'm not crazy and we have really crazy conversations. He's the only person that I know other than me that talks so rhetorically.. and Shakespeare lol.. (He was an INFP. I think my dad is too).





Yeah I don't think I'm autistic either cuz of that test that Sometimes Psychotic told me about. I got high in reading emotions based on crops of people's eyes. I suppose the pattern thing is just an IQ thing.. cuz that's basically what it means.. I was always musically gifted too being able to play by ear. I was in a band two summers ago and some of my friends couldn’t play by ear.. They said I would be a great musician and would eventually become better than them.. All of this positivity has been good for me but my depression was mostly about apathy and not low self esteem. Something to do with my brain chemistry…


Intp? I spent the last bit of the night thinking about time travel.. just need big mass (like a planet), energy, (like in space ship), or a bigger mass like a floating star that isn't spinning around a galaxy, a lot of energy and go really really fast... idk.. But there's a podcaster and comedian infp I really look up to and he thinks about this **** all the time and never stops talking lol (Duncan Trussell if you want to Google).