I went with my mom to her church for a Thanksgiving dinner. I’ve never been so uncomfortable before. It’s worse than before – I don’t want to be around people. I don’t want to them talking to me, looking at me, being near me. I didn’t know a soul there and even if I did, I wouldn’t have been up for a conversation anyway. I know it sounds rude and there are kind-hearted people, but I just don’t feel comfortable around any of them. I stay at home and never leave for a reason – because I’m comfortable alone. I don’t know… it just really was an unpleasant experience for me. ☹ I don’t go out of my way to talk to anyone but I did my best when I’m talked to, to seem engaged and part of the conversation -- but it’s very hard for me. I know it’s a problem deep down, because I have to interact with people, but I find it hard to commit to that idea because hey, I don’t have to deal with other people 98% of the time. So it’s normal. I just don’t know how to fix it.