Thank you for replying. I honestly am too embarrassed to tell anybody and dont really have anybody around otherwise and I needed to let it off my chest.
This was even surprising to me that he did this.. i knew he could be hurtful but I believed he was good deep down. Tonight shocked me. I can't sleep.. my eyes are almost swollen shut from crying so much.
Sadly, half of the friends he was with were girls and their laughter made me cry harder. I'm so so embarrassed that my heart hurts. ugh.

I dont know how we spent so many years together and he laughed as I sobbed.. like I meant nothing. A part of me wants to believe he is just evil. A part of me believes that it's just me who people cant stand and I deserve it. I feel so sick.