I'm bored at work today. It's our slow period so there isn't much for me to do right now. I want to SH. I've been wanting to since yesterday. I haven't texted my accountability partner yet. Don't want to bother her as her husband had surgery a week ago. I don't know that it helps anyway. I see T on Wednesday night. Not sure that is going to help either. I think my depression is acting up. I have zero motivation. I don't feel like doing anything. Some Sui thoughts are creeping in. I just want to lay down and not wake up. HUGS Kit