It seems like it may be BOTH THINGS, Crypts. Unfortunately it seems like your Husband isn't being supportive of you, either! It is good that you're getting distracted as well. Keep doing that. Is there any chance of you to make some friends and meet new people outside of your Husband? I feel like that may help! I also believe you should ask yourself if you're TRULY happy with him. Give it a thought! You deserve to be happy and you CERTAINLY deserve to Live. Treat yourself with Kindness and Respect. You won't be judged here, I am sure of that! Keep taking care of yourself! Of course, take care of your Health as well, both Physical and Mental. We are here for you if you need us! Remember that you matter and your Life Matters as well! Try to distract yourself and to meet new people if that's a possibility. It's important to keep ourselves busy! Hopefully you'll feel better soon. After all, if you've been feeling better once, why can't that happens again! Wishing you the BEST of Luck! I'll keep you and all of your Loved Ones in my Thoughts and Prayers! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Crypts_Of_The_Mind, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, MY DEAR, SWEET, KIND, AWESOME AND WONDERFUL FRIEND, OK?!