Thanks Christina. Okay, maybe I was just ruminating about ruminating Yeah I did feel a little hurt that maybe he wanted me to know he didn't think my mood symptoms were severe enough or something, even if a professional saw them and diagnosed me. But could have just been out of concern. However, I guess it's not healthy for me to make assumptions about what he meant so I am just going to focus on what I think I should do and trust the professionals. I do trust my pdoc, so I think I'll start with a visit with him.