Yes, definitely reach out to someone if you can, @Saishaa, this is SERIOUS stuff! You deserve to live a better life so please hang on even though I realize it is IMMENSELY hard! It won't last forever. Your School Counsellor is a good place to start with. Speak out to them!! You do need to vent and to get help. Hopefully they'll be able to help you somehow. Not all School Counsellors are bad and hopefully this one will help. It's worth trying! If he/she will listen to you and try to help, the reward will be immensely satisfying to you. Please reach out to ANYONE - Counsellors, teachers... anyone. Any friend you can turn up to? Any other relativews who can help! Give it a thought! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Saishaa, your Family, your Friends, your Mother, your Teachers, your School Counsellors, your Doctors, your Relatives and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!