FIRST OF ALL, I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR TERRIBLE AND AWFUL LOSS AND FOR THE DEATH OF YOUR GREAT AUNT!!!!! I TRULY, REALLY AM!!!!! Everyone Grieves their own way and Everyone has different levels of Empathy. I don't think you should feel ashamed for this. It is normal to feel attached to some people and not to others. Perhaps you just weren't particularly close with your Great Aunt? That is perfectly possible! However, if you see that this is a recurring problems in your Life, and if you feel like it is bothering you, then perhaps it would be useful to talk with a Therapist with ALL of this. You're not crazy and you're not doing anything wrong - but perhaps it would be good to analyze why you may be feeling this way all the time if that's the case, of course! In any case, that is YOUR decision. It is up to you. I hope you'll find the answers you're looking for one way or another! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @DarkMagician, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!