Hey, there. Yeah, it can be rough. I have 11 years now, but I have to say, my worst day clean and sober is way, way better than my best using.
Do you have a therapist, by chance? Why did you stop your meds? Just curious. I stopped all mine in 2012, but as you can see, that did not exactly work out for me.
Wishing you all the best--
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