Getting started is not easy, but I try to make sure there's no way to escape.

I tried mindfulness in the past. It worked. And then my mother wanted some chores done ... I spent a few weekends at her place but when I wanted 30 minutes to myself, she just started yelling that there was no time to sit there sleeping for half an hour. Happened a few weekends in a row. I gave her what she wanted: my undivided attention (irony alert) Somehow, I never picked it up again.

At this moment, I am far too restless to start over ...