So after appointments, I now have to deal with scar tissue myself for the next few months at least.
I knew this was going to be a journey but it's a long one.
I can see why the profession would rather the patients be older. They don't complain as much, just take things as a matter of fact.
Hence I go on this path kicking and screaming.
Learning things I never wanted to know.
It is quite lucky I don't think twice when someone says "drop your pants" I don't think twice.they are on the floor before they can blush. (it's usually a nurse that says go)
So anyway I now have to keep my dilation open myself as I heal rather fast but not in the right spots.
Once again all my female friends have become distant. (even though I'm impotent)
Everybody still doesn't want to know about things.
Plus it is still doing a number on my head that I have to deal with.

I hope someone gets something out of my words.
To be continued