Update. Saw my T. He sees severe PTSD only at play. No Bipolar as no moods evident. However he is concerned I might go into psychosis due to my weird thoughts etc. We talked, and he offered suggestions on things. It was helpful. I see my pdoc in a week, but if I get worse my T wants me to contact my pdoc immediately. I’m not psychotic now, and doubt it will go that far, but how can I know it’s about to happen? I’m so confused.