no alex.. that is a very relevant question really... im sitting in this hormone/bipolar soup and it's affecting me greatly... but i am also affected by my history. i am painfully aware of how my feelings mimic my past... how they are triggered...

yes.. definitely irritated my mother... definitely. She had her own issues, but in the end my existence was not good timing with her issues... i was a difficult child.. always wanting to explore and get into things... i wanted to know about everything... i was hard to keep up with. i know she had so little patience in those days... it lead to things which heavily impacted my development.. yeah, for sure