I care about you! No need to apologize about writing here. Keep fighting and keep writing as much as you wish! I am so sorry things ar ebeing hard for you. Keep trying. Take things one step at the time. Do what you can at your own time and pace. There is ABSOLUTELY no shame in that! Please be kind to yourself. I am here for you and so are many others as well. You deserve to Live just as much as anyone else so please be kind to yourself and don't seel yourself short! You deserve the BEST and NOTHING BUT THE BEST! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Gasplessy, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!