He allows me to email notes for the session because he knows I have trouble speaking it.

We are on the things that I need to work on.

However, I am tired of everything in my life and dying seems like a good idea because it’s the only way that I will find peace.

Also, I’m thinking about not going to therapy in December. They won’t cancel my appointments so I just won’t show up. I think everyone in the office hates me anyway.

I’m just not in the mood to deal with my problems right now.