I'm not sure my regular T did a great job of screening for suicide tonight. She did say, do whatever you have to do to get through the weekend. I said does that include She said whatever you have to do to stay alive. Funny thing is, I have to drive right by the hospital to get to her office. I thought about going there afterward. Really thought about it. But I came home. I told her I would go to the hospital if I got worse. She asked me if she would see me next week. I said yes but I didn't see this as making a promise. She said it would be better if I could go to a friends house instead of being at my parents. But its Thanksgiving. All my friends are either out of town or doing their family thing. How can I do that? She said she didn't know if she was that helpful tonight. I didn't know either. Not sure how the appointment went really....hugs. Kit