Its not just you Razzle, its hard to find help in a timely manner. When i moved to far away from my last therapist i called around. First you have to find the ones that accept your insurance, then you have to figure out who can get you in the quickest. Then you have to pray that the therapist they assign you clicks with you or you go back to the end of the line it seems. Blargh! I feel your frustration. Sometimes i try to just feel better once i set everything up, that i did everything i could do.